Chaos

Church is going to fit into all of this somehow. I can say that because despite everything that’s going on, the topic of church continues to buzz around in my mind. And I actually have some peace about it, rather than say, guilt for not getting more involved. And I think that my peace comes from God, like His way of telling me not to panic that things are so busy right now. But I also know God doesn't want me to stop thinking about church either. Saying I’m going to “think about church” might sound lame, but I really don’t think it is. That’s as much as I can do right now. There is a “new people” night coming up at Summit Church. I’m planning on going to that. Until then, well… I’ll probably blog and then go to church on Sundays.

So I guess that’s why this is a journey. I’m not suddenly going to be immersed in a cozy church home. I just started a new job this week. And at night I have been working on a new novel. And somehow my time is gone. Shrug. Here’s what I know. The times when we feel overwhelmed are meant to be good too. If we’re following God anyway. Overwhelmed does not mean bad. What it should mean is "desperate for God."