March 6th, 2008 Update

There isn't much to update really, but I'll give it a shot.

Since that Sunday nearly two weeks ago when I felt that surge of conviction to become more involved with church... basically nothing has changed. It's kind of disturbing really. I do think about church more now, but I still haven't met anyone--yes, that's correct, anyone--from the church I'm attending now. And just to be clear, it's not that I believe that going to church is synonymous with living a God honoring life. Definitely not. But still, it's hard to get around the truth of the matter, which is that for a Christian, church matters. Like I said in the article, I have many close Christian friends whom I pray with and worship God with. So I don't believe my spiritual health has completely shriveled or anything. Honestly, I have felt quite close to the Lord these last few weeks. He is just pursuing me like crazy even when I am stubborn and stupid (which is so rare for me...). But just the same, the fact that church is on my mind so much indicates to me that God is trying to tell me something.

The hard part is, I don't really want to change my priorities. At all. Getting involved with a church would be time consuming. Isn't that a wretched, lazy attitude? Ha, ha, but it's the truth. I'd rather spend my time doing other things.

God help me.